Ho-Hum.. =P

hola, it's me again...news-flash! joel is so bored that he's relegatin the better part of an hour 2 typin his pathetically limited thoughts down in this blog of his...what m i thinkin? nothing much really..i was simply wondering how long this torture of studyin has 2 last..i know, i know, probably my whole life..after all, as some wise-@$$ folks say; learning is n ongoing process.. *grimaces*

this is the truth about life: you have two choices ~ you can either go through life dwelling on everything, letting every bad thing that happens bring you down that much more, letting everytime someone hurts you, everytime someone lets you down, everytime someone doesn't care when they say they do - you can let that all ruin you...you can let it tear you apart inside..heck!it's easy too...or, you can take the high road: you can look back on high school, on the mean things you've done, on the mean things people have done to you, and you can try to learn something...you can learn lots from your past if you're willing to just look...i've learnt not to let the fact that i think someone's smarter than me, make me think they're better than me...i've learnt no matter how beautiful someone is on the outside, that's nothing next to being a caring, warm, friendly, comforting, reliable, trustworthy person...i've learnt never to let go of what i really believe, to never give in to people who don't want anything but the best for me. i've learned that in this world, there's only one person i'm responsible for, one person i can change, one person i can always count on - me....=)

urs truly,
me